“[Bankman-Fried] said he was speaking publicly against the advice of his lawyers, who have instructed him to keep quiet.”
https://www.nytimes.com/2022/11/30/business/sam-bankman-fried-ftx-collapse.html
Kid, in your own best interest, shut up. Apologizing and saying you made mistakes isn’t going to cut it. You learned the lesson that money talks with politicians, making it possible for you to play in the big leagues. You’re going to learn what the flip side of that lesson means.